Speechless

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Speechless
like idk i’m concerned about myself. ive had multiple days where i don’t feel like eating immediately or responding to when i’m super hungry and my sleep patterns are irregular so i’m tired all the time. i just feel like laying in bed and i’m not even motivated to shower sometimes
- Chasing people who don’t want you
-Making up lots of stories and worlds
-Overtalking whenever there’s someone to talk to
-Excessive reading
-Daydreaming
-Clinging emotionally to others
-Being the ‘disposable’ friend in the group
-Excessive baths
-Talking to oneself
-Obsessive friendships
-Excessive helpfulness
shoutout to abuse survivors & victims who fluctuate between “they didnt Really abuse me it wasnt That Bad its fine everything is okay” and “i hate them i want them to Burn” as a survival strategy, especially if you’re stil in regular contact with your abuser, and you wind up with a lot of self doubt because you spend so much time actively buying in to their gaslighting
it Is a survival strategy, it doesnt make you fake or bad.
“sometimes it feels better not to talk. at all. about anything. to anyone.”
— (via 3amsouls)
it be like that.
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How someone reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.
It’s sad that I mean nothing to everyone. If I would kill myself now no one would even notice.